It is normal to experience some crazy confusion in your emotions, after a terrible breakup with your boyfriend.  If these feelings still exist after months of being apart, you need to find out if there is still love for him in your heart and would you be willing to know how to get your ex boyfriend back once and for all.  Before you attempt to make a move, you need to put some deep thought into why the relationship went bad after all.  You should analyze every bad situation that occurred before the breakup.  Upon doing this, you should take some time to make the proper adjustments or improvements in your behavior to prevent another breakup from happening again.